Hey Loves!

Anyways I got a new xanga...so I'm not going to use this one very much! I got sick of it.

New Xanga:

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<3//brooke.

{edit 2:: i am at camp until july 22nd...so please leave a lot of comments to make me feel super special when i get back from being a geek. i will tell ya'll every single detail of camp when i get back...oh and check out my layout site && my other new xanga!!
Loves && Hugs,
Brooke Nicole.}}

{edit:: i had some sudden inspiration last night...so i wanted to share...it's not perfect yet..it still needs a lot of work...but let me know what you think. Also, I'm not sure if it's a poem or if i am going to turn it into a song..}

I know you want me,
But if you really knew me,
You’d know I need you too,

 You seem so desperate,

Pathetic,

Afraid that everyone is out to get you,

You think that if you reveal your intentions to me,

The world will collapse,

And your lies will fall apart,

But I know you better than that,
I see clearly through every lie,

Through those blank eyes where you try to hide all your whole world,

Your heart is so full of hate that you can’t even see the things you are ruining,

The bridges you are burning,

You can’t even see the tears I am crying,

I’m hiding my feelings too,

Trust me,
I can be just as confusing as you,

I may not want you right now,

But I think I might need you,

To clear up the troubles of my day,

Or to make me miserable again,

Did you stop caring,
We’ve got to start sharing,

All these things we are feeling,

I can’t believe how much I think of you now,

Why do I need you so bad?,

Even through the pain,
Tears & lies,

I keep following you,

Running back to your hole of deception,

Things can’t be like this forever,

We’ve got to figure this out someday.

Hey Ya'll!!!

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Song Of The Day

"Of All The Gin Joints In The World" by Fall Out Boy!

Latest Obsession:

Chocolate Milkshakes && Watermelon @ 2 in the morning.

Question Of The Day:

Single or Taken?

Days Of Summer:

Monday-- I had to babysit....so I layed out in the pool all day. It was really boring, believe me.

Tuesday-- Babysitting again. Then my dad came home from his military business trip so we went out to eat @ Fazoli's (Baked Chicken Parmesan...yum!) & then we went to Rue 21 & I got some "distressed" daisy dukes & a shirt that says "To be honest, I never liked you anyways" & I told Sam about that shirt & he goes "did you buy that just so you could read it to me?" HAHA

Wednesday-- I had to go to the doctor with my sister & then to the dentist so we could both get our teeth cleaned! & then we went on base & went to the thrift store thing there & i got a pair of gold ballet flats with little gold stones for $1.38  I felt SO thrify & nifty! Then we went to the library & the BXtra & then to the bowling alley to get some food! Fun fun!

Thursday- Well that's today..hehe, I slept in 'til 1:20 b/c my dad took the day off & i finally got to sleep in for once. It was great because I stayed up talking to Sam 'til 3 a.m. haha. Suprisingly, he was nice...the WHOLE time!! Well so far today I have helped my dad build this thing, colored (yes 4th of July coloring pages! & yes they ARE hung up on the refrigerator  because I did a DARN good job!), & sat around. Welcome to my boring life. But this weekend will rock my sox! Can't wait to have fun in the sun..!

Well I'll give you a sneak peek of how my weekend will go..
Friday--Babysitting during the day & then going to Alyssa's for a barbeque && to spend the night.
Saturday--Going to WRC with Alyssa && her family!!! Then, hopefully Alyssa can spend the night 'cause I have to babysit @ night && I get scared easily :)
Sunday--Church

Inside Jokes:

Well right now I don't really have any because me & Alyssa haven't seen each other this week but I am going there tomorrow so I'll add them later! Here's a Smith sister inside joke for ya.

"EW YOU DROOLED ALL OVER THE WATERMELON!"

Thought Of The Day:

Can anyone guarntee they are going to feel the same way forever? I mean, a lifelong commitment is quite a hard task, for instance look at the divorce rates in the past ten years, they have skyrocketed. So if we can't promise that, then why do we make the promise of marriage? And why is it that no one can be happy with what they have? We always are happy with it for a while & then get bored (I have this problem, really bad.) And we all end up hurting each other in that process. & why do people do drugs? That is such a waste of time, money, brain cells, & the body that God gave you. Sorry those are two totally different subjects but I just was doing some hard core thinking. I've decided that I am really ungrateful for the AWESOME life that I have, & I totally need to start appreciating the fact that my life is almost perfect. Do some thinking & let me know what you come up with. Deal?

Wowza:

I have 20 subscribers! I know that's not a lot but it makes me feel special !
I every single one of you!

Some Pics For You:

{My Roscoe!}                           {My Sis & Her Friend!}         {My Baby Nephew, Danny!}

{My Cat, George!}                   {Me @ The Lake!}                {My Brother, Rusty!}

{My Dog & His G/F!)         {CD That Me & Alyssa Painted!}    {My Sis Bein Goofy!}

Countdowns:

{As of June 30}
10 Days Until I Go To Camp
50 Days Until School Starts

The Goodbye:

FOR ASHLEE!!:::

Currently Listening From Under the Cork Tree By Fall Out Boy Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner see related

Hey Beautifuls!!!

Comment & Subscribe! I <3 You!!

Song Of The Day:

 "Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner" by Fall Out Boy...mostly because Patrick Stump's voice sounds SO sexy in that song...ahh makes my heart sigh.

Latest Obsession:

Well, Fall Out Boy of course.

Days Of Summer:

Tuesday- I had to babysit like all day then I went out to eat for my sister in law's birthday @ Las Palmas. Mmm...I love their food. Me & Ashlee had the people sing her "Happy Birthday" in Spanish. It was hilarious 'cause she was so embarassed. Haha. Then I came home & sat around.

Wednesday- Well....Alyssa was supposed to come over but she didn't so I was basically a pool slut all day (meaning: I sat around in the pool all day.) Yep..

Thursday- Alyssa came over & we layed out & I got darker. Yay for whitey! Then we dug for treasure in my attic & found a typewriter. haha. Then we painted blank non-working cd's & these cd cases...it was sweet. yep.

Friday- I went home with Alyssa & we went to her house & went to the track & walked..& she got to talk to Heath so of coursse she was all happy 'cause she found out him & Sydney aren't going out. Then we went to Big Star & then we made cookies & watched Viva La Bam & Jackass like all night. Yay!

Saturday- We woke up, got ready, then headed out to Conway with Alyssa's mom. We went to Target & I got the Fall Out Boy CD & some tanning lotion & a toy for my dog..
& Alyssa's mom bought me a shirt that matches the one she bought Alyssa..& then we decided to check out Rue 21 & they were havin this big Grand Opening sale & I bought a yellow shirt that says "I Think Your Tractor's Sexy" & it has a tractor on it..& I bought a pink tank top with matching pink shorts to wear to the track & when I run on the treadmill. Then we went to McDonald's & I got some Chicken Selects. & then they dropped me off & now I'm sitting @ home babysitting 'til 1 a.m... yuck.

Inside Jokes:

GO TO ME & ALYSSA'S SITE!!!

Thought Of The Day:

Why is it that when we are searching for love in all the right places we find nothing, but when we are content without a significant other we suddenly fall head over heels? Shouldn't it be the opposite? It seems like no matter how much you like someone or how much they like you, something always comes up short. Everyone has such big fears & such big commitment issues that they pick at someone until they find every little thing that could possibly be wrong with them. And we do that to ourselves too. Why can't we live in a society that everyone is content with the way they are & can find love when they want it & don't have love when they don't want it? WHY IS EVERYTHING SO COMPLICATED?!? Sorry, I am very disturbed by the fact that our society is so blind to the troubles of our world.

Wowza:

I just realized my thought of the day is always about love. Oh well, it's what the people demand, haha.

Countdowns:

{As of June 28}
12 Days Until I Go To Camp
52 Days Until School Starts

The Goodbye:

Currently Listening From Under the Cork Tree By Fall Out Boy see related

Hey Guys!

Well, with all these comment updates that these xanga people are doing, the comment system is pretty messed up, so I'm updating. I'm not exactly sure what I've been doing so bear with me. LoL. Also, I won't be able to do my daily bible verses because unfortunately my bible is @ my dad's house & I am @ my mom's house. So I will add some tomorrow. Alright? Starting with Thursday:

Thursday- I had to wake up & babysit but then Alyssa came over around one in the afternoon. We'll at first we were bored 'cause I had to fufill my babysitting duties but then we made brownies (secret ingredient: love! haha insider!) & then we went to look @ how disguisting my pool is...b/c it's out of order & discovered there are tadpoles, yes, tadpoles, in my pool! ohmygosh so we caught a bunch of them and the brownies almost burnt so then we ate brownies & caught some more. Then we counted them, 138! Crazy, right? And then we came inside & I took a shower because catching tadpoles is dirty business. Haha! And then we took like a billion pics..I will post some. But, there's a few on our site <<CLICK HERE>>, it's a work in progress, but sign our guesbook anyways. And then we went to sleep @ 4.

Friday- We slept in & then got ready & made cinnamon rolls & went to Little Rock! Yeah, it was raining so we went to the Musuem of Discovery & then Sports Authority & then to Starbuck's! Yum! Then, we dropped Alyssa off & I went home & and took a walk & then went home & was on the internet forever & the comment thing was irritating me. My summer goal is...to stop cussing. And I'm doing a darn good job. I think everyone should come up with a summer goal (& then email me & tell me what it is!) Well, then I talked to Sam for two hours in my closet & then went to sleep @ 5!

Saturday- I slept in cause I didn't have to babysit & then my mom called me & woke me up & then came & got me. We went to Wal-Mart & I spent like $17 on candy & makeup, haha. & then we went home & then went to Movie Gallery. Yep. We rented Be Cool but I haven't watched it yet. Then we went to the track & I walked a mile. Then I went to sleep @ 11.

Sunday- Woke up @ 7:30 to go to church. It was really great, as usual. We got a mini-concert from Mark Harris of the group 4Him. He's really good. Then we went home & I took a nap cause I was tired! Then, we went to the track again and I walked 2 miles! yay! Then I had to ruin my walking & go to McDonald's and down an Oreo McFlurry. haha. Yeah, so I ate all the calories I walked off. So smart. But it was yummy. Hehe. Then I was talking on the phone to Sam & got some ideas & ended up writing a song that I'll post later because it's still in progress. And then Alyssa called so all three of us were talking and somehow got on the subject of how tadpoles resemble sperm. lol. well haha. I ended up reading & went to sleep around 1:30.

Inside Jokes:
Cadpole Tatchin
Cheese
Computer Chair Racing
Our Secret Ingredient Is...Love
Dude, you look like Michael Jackson in that pic...you have no nose!
Burrpp...eww that was disguisting I thought you were gonna barf for a second
Meth bugs
Dude, I just farted...sorry!
Nothing like a frickin tiara up your butt.
MY LEGS ARE FUZZY-LICIOUS!
The guy himself has WAY too much hair.
"Oww..my tummy hurts" "Sick...do you have poop cramps?" "Um..no.. wtf are poop cramps?!?"

Bible Verses:
"Those who are wise will shine like the brightness of the heavens, and those who lead many to righteousness, like the stars for ever and ever." Daniel 12:3
"Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. Be self controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings" 1 Peter 5:7-9
"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love." 1 John 5:18

Thought Of The Day:
           Love is not a force to mess around with. Hearts get broken, feelings get hurt...& then people don't know themselves anymore. They've spent a long time being so dependent on the other person for advice & truth & judgement that they don't know who they are. So is it worth it? Or should we not get involved? Because, everytime I seem to open myself up to someone, I get smashed into the ground. And I know other people feel like that. So are we supposed to wait until we get older & wiser..or take our chances with someone we have feelings for? Even if they do stupid things & make you mad? I'm leaving it up to God to guide me. Answer my questions please...honestly.

Sorry about the Thought Of The Day...I'm being so...I don't know...questioning. Anyways..You guys need to listen to "Sugar, We're Going Down" by Fall Out Boy and "Find Your Wings" by Mark Harris. Ok? Good. Well guys...I added everything...so comment away! I love ya'll!

..<3..brooke..nicole..<3..

Hey Guys!

Thirteen comments. Way to go. Anyways, I'm real bored, I didn't check my comments for a while and I'm glad I got over ten. It seems like every time I sink down and say I want ten I always get like thirteen and then when I say twelve comments I only get eight. Oh well. I'm still sticking with ten. Ok, so starting with Tuesday. WAIT. That was yesterday. This is gonna be a short entry.

Tuesday- I babysat 'til 4:15 and then Alyssa came and got me around 5. We went to her house, ate dinner, then realized hey....we should sleep outside tonight. So we set up her tent and hung out in there all night. We were being goofy and playing games and playing truth or dare and then we called a bunch of people....hunter taylor, matt raney...and we talked to sam a lot that night I guess. And finally we went to sleep around two.

Wednesday- And then we woke up at six because we were really cold and so we went back in alyssa's house and slept 'til like ten. And then we woke up and got ready and went to the pool @ Camp Robinson. It was pretty fun, except my back got burnt. There was a really hot guy there but he only stayed for like thirty minutes. Then some other guys came and they were kinda nasty and I felt like they kept looking at me and Alyssa. We talked to Tyler for a little while too...he cracks me up. Then we came back to her house, layed around in the tent for a little while and then disassembled it...and then I packed my bag to leave, and she packed her bag to come with me and then has a revalation..."oh yeah i have an orthodontist appointment in the morning." so she didn't get to come over. That sucks. So she is coming over tomorrow after the appointment. yay! maybe we'll sleep in my backyard this time. Haha, no. Actually I had a bright idea...maybe we can sleep in my pretty garage. hahaha. So now here I am, talking on the phone to Sam. Bored.

Well everyone, if you read this entry, take a few minutes out of your day and comment on these three xanga's:
*Alyssa's Xanga
*Ashlee's Xanga
*Emily's Xanga
If anyone else wants me to put them on that list, just leave it in my comments and I'll add you!
And then go to me and Alyssa's new site (click on the stars to go there!)
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Inside Jokes:
"Just say menstrual...just say it!"
"Can't you keep your dang dang in your pants?"
"Dude, you have something white on your lip....is that unusual for you? OH that's McFlurry!"
"French Fry Cigarettes"
"Oh yeah....your hair looks great. Lemme take a pic."
"Why do you have so many pics of me with the walkie talkie...?"
"Fake Snoring....and real snoring...haha."
"We could sneak out and meet you in the field..."<<<Sorry this is really funny...
"Riley humping Sasha....he's a little too short."
"Did you have intercourse with someone?"
"I swear....I was not trying to rape you with that pole."
Ok, there is more, but me and Alyssa always have the funniest inside jokes, that we can never remember the next day...haha....I hope she's not slipping date rape drugs in my pepsi bottle...

Bible Verses I Love:
"My God is my rock, in whom I take refuge" 2 Samuel 22:3
"The spirit of the Lord will come upon you in power...and you will be changed into a different person" 1 Samuel 10:6
"He is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations" Deuteronomy 7:9
Well I am going to start putting three verses a day, because I think that is a suitable number. 

                             *~*Thought Of The Day*~*
Isn't funny how the same people that make you laugh, can make you cry too? I mean, human feelings are such a funny thing. We can be so happy with something one moment and then completely disregard it the next. We can feel so much for someone  and then throw it all away and then want it again. We really are selfish if you think about it. And ungrateful too. I'm trying to be more forgiving, make good decisions, and be really grateful for all the great things God has provided me with.

Well, I said this was probably going to be a short entry, but once again it wasn't. They never really are...lol. Well I hope everyone reads this and enjoys the bible verses and goes to those four sites and really thinks hard about the thought of the day. Ok...please pray for Nicole (I told you guys about her situation in the last entry) & pray for the troops safe return & pray for all the world's people that have not yet been saved & pray for all the world's people that need to recommit themselves to the Lord & pray for everyone that is struggling with life in general. Ok, well I love you guys a whole lot & for all of you I haven't seen in a while...I sure do miss you! Comment me!

..<3..brooke..nicole..<3..